Fuck your mind control Take a shit and drown in a toilet bowl Flush your life in a sewer hole Leave me alone, leave me alone Fuck your brain washing Fuck all who is watching Judge me, judge me, judge me But you will not budge me, budge me Images of demon angels Thrown at me from every angle In your web I was tangled From your cliff I dangled But I chewed off the ropes And I screamed no, no, no, no, no It's time for you to go It's time for you to go I was in the devil's hole Orders he would dole Conflicting lies, pull and pull Tug of war, he wants us all to be all of his fucking whores No more no more no more! I cry out from my soul I climb out of this hole And leave it all behind I cross the line, the line And leave this all behind Goodbye

I fly high in the sky, sore low when I feel low Hop from rainbow to rainbow Downstairs is too painful I don't touch drugs, I elevate my mind manually I'll come down eventually Once I stabilize my sanity All these people treatin me like a statue, see I got stone skin, but I ain't stone A b-plan guy's not what I plan to be If I can't live life like I wanna live it Then I'm gonna give it, tryin to Made a vow a while back that I would never lie to you It's your problem if you deny the truth But I got nothin to hide from you Doo doo doo doo dough to doo Listen as I hum a tune Got a lotta old fans, but a lot are new Peace and love to you I may be in the clouds, but that's the only way I'm 'bove a' you We all matter, I don't believe that all people were created equal Because I don't believe we were created Live ya life now, stop prayin' that you'll make it On some day after death where we get judged naked That shit is all fakeness, how come we're the only animals that have racists? We are creators Who cares if we're creations? We crawl through craters in the middle of space, it's Beautiful... and we don't need to lie about it So, The Matrix, climb up out it I will never stop rhymin 'bout it 'Til I am outed Maybe god exists, but I just doubt it And do not give a fuck about it 'Cause it doesn't change the way I should live The way I should give, the way I should get The way I should build, the way I should spit Positive is positive and negative is negative Good is good and bad is bad, and there ain't no changin it The universe is beautiful You already knew that, though Look at it, yo Look at it, yo Look at it, go.

Part 1: "GODtcha" I am satan, I am the angel of light I am yahuah, I am mightiest of might I am jesus, I am jesus h christ I am allah, I am buddha by night I am god, I am the most high I am santa claus, why would I lie? People should love each other and be polite There's some truth, now my religion seems nice Join my congregation, everyone else is wrong They're being deceived, they need us to help along I am the tooth fairy, I got money for your pillow I'LL TEAR YOUR TEETH OUT AND SCRAPE YOUR GUMS WITH BRILLO... pads I am the god of jell-o I AM THE GOD OF HATRED, I'm a god that's more mellow :) I'm the sex god, I'm better than the next god I'm the illuminati god, I'm the hex god If you worship me, it's buy one get one free On bible sales this week, you are so so weak You are getting sleepy, very very sleep PSYCHE MOTHERFUCKER, NOW YOU'RE IN DEEP Gotcha Whatcha gonna do now? Gotcha Fuck you gonna do now? Gotcha I'm the boogey monster, I live under ya bed I'm the demon in the dumpster inside of ya head I'm the excuse for every stupid fuckin thing that you do I'm there to use as a blindfold to hide from the truth I'm your addiction, get a fix, snort some lines from these scriptures I'm your favorite doctor's recommended prescription I'm the doctor's note that you send to the teacher To avoid responsibility to anyone but your preacher Part 2: "God Damn God" god DAMN IT!!! Leave me alone, god I'm my own god I wish I'd never known god Wish I'd never invited him into my home, god Damn it... if only I had known, god That your purpose was only to keep me alone, god And keep me in the dead zone, god It's all because you said so, god No meaning, no joy in your home, god No, god... NO GOD! Just go, god I don't wanna serve you anymore, god I refuse to be your whore, god you make me miserable and bored, god Watch me flip it, motherfucker, I''m YOUR god I really tried to adore god "Yes sir, yes massah, sure, god!" Seemed that all I did was bore god So he had me chasing doors, god And every time I'd get to one, they weren't open anymore, god Good lord, god What's the point of all this horror, god? When do I get my armor and sword, god? Why you got me chasing shadows, god? I'm already strong, why is everything a battle, god?! Why do I feel like your cattle, god? Being milked for everything that I have by god My god, my god You tell me to hate my own flesh, my god Then you turn around and tell me to treat it best, my god You promised to let me in your nest, my god Tell me it's to the east, then forced me to go west, my god What's the fucking deal, my god?! What exactly is it you want me to FEEL, my god?! Are you even REAL, my god?! Clever how you refuse to self-reveal, my god... you must be one ugly fucking god So scared to show your true colors when I look for god Nowhere to be found when I search for god Especially when I'm bleeding out and hurt for god Wow, what a perfect god... So loving, so truthful, I can learn from god he teaches us brutal lessons, god And punished us for the choices of our ancestors, god he's the bestest bestest BESTEST god! he'll send me to hell if I worship any of the REST of gods he sent his own son to DIE, god My god... WHY god?! If you're really god then why are you so GOD DAMN silly, god? Why'd you create me just to kill me if I'm not willing, god? I know, I know why, I get it, god... It's cause I brought god into existence, god Damn, I went to the doctor for an examination And got indoctrinated, boxed and raped And rocked with ancient rotten ways to box your face in With a doctrine that's not so sacred, god god is good, but he's missing one of the o's And that's not good enough for me, HELL no Matter of fact, lemme step away from this mirror I finally cast god out, all he was was my fear... I'm one with the rain I'll be one with the rain Singing in the rain

I'm a double bastard An orphan on an island Every corner I turn, I wonder if it's my end Dead ends, tryna make ends meet Madness is what the world sends me Feel like I'm bacon in the fryin' pan at Denny Dead meet, abandoned, wounded no bandaid Bleedin, wonderin why I'm breathin What's the point of the turnin of the season If corners aren't turned, and joy ain't found People need pride and this boy ain't proud I come from the dump, the bottom of the sess pit Realized recently, I missed some of the best bits Of childhood, and I could never get that time back Was on some Walter Bishop shit, tryna find a time crack Lost my head been tryna get my mind back But it's hard lookin for happiness in midnight snacks I'm turnin shit to sugar, sold what I had I feel so distant from my mother and my dad I'm a double bastard, sometimes I wonder how I've lasted Used to give credit to the fairy tale of god Then it occured to me that god had stolen half of my life So if I die livin how the fuck I want Last I'll be smilin when death jabs me with its knife Fuckin xenophobic cowards always pointin and peaking So many weak links, so many weaklings Chickens with beaks, wings, and no head I'd be happier with no bed Then slavin 'til retirement, fuckin 'round at age 60 on a snow sled Nah, bunch of junk in the shed? You can keep your American dream You heard what I said! Fuck that, I'll tell ya what life is You're gonna like this I'm a double bastard

My legs feel like they're broken Because my brain insists they are But my brain feels like it's broken My fear has become my radar Why is everything so frightening? Why is easiness so hard? My thoughts branch out like lightning But my body only goes so far Like a busted up old car With a rusted up muffler Where's my courage and my power And my presence in the moment I refuse to be a coward I'mma do it 'cause I wanna I'mma let out all my trauma 'Cause I'm the boss of all my karma And, I won't be a slave to my brain I won't be a slave to my body I won't be a slave to my brain I won't be a slave to my body I won't be a slave to my brain I won't be a slave to my body I won't be a slave to my brain I will not be a slave to society

I don't know how much more I can take Pedal to the floor, hit the brakes Face first through the windshield like get real I had everything and it slipped through my fingers Was under the thumb of delusion I checked the index of suspects that I could flip off And got rung out like a wash cloth Tried to knuckle my way out But the hand of god squeezed the life outta me Felt like a walker in a zombie spree Like misery gave me a lobotomy I tried to plea for mercy and took flight like an angel And got caught by demons Found the haven where heaven was hiding And found it was full of heathens Coughin and heavin... These could be my last breaths From my lungs to the tongue My last act of contribution under the sun Wonderin what the fuck I could do To feel like this is worth it at all And I don't want perfect at all I just wanna feel like I have purpose is all Who am I kiddin... The truth isn't hidden... It's waitin to be created... And see, that's beautiful... But I just lost my last close friend We used to laugh to no end It was fucked enough already that my family abandoned me Everything was clear a little while ago, why can't I see? The forest for the flaming trees Wait... why are the trees on fire?! I just wanna go to sleep, I'm tired... A little bit of love was my only desire As I pick up the shotgun and point it at my head Maybe life will be better when I'm dead Maybe my last thought'll be the color of blood - why red? Something I never learned in any of the 4 books that I read Wait a minute... I could choose to be anything in the world, why dead? Yo FUCK this shotgun FUCK this sad shit, it's not fun! FUCK complainin about the hot sun! I'm not done... there are losers and I am NOT one! I put my hand in the oven, grab me some hot buns! 'Cause it's WORTH burnin my hand for! I'm a proud, strong, sexy, talented, ingenious Kind, lovin, no-nonsense man whore! I know the beat makes you wanna cry But DROP that ass to the damn floor! We're not givin up, man... FUCK that! Fuck that, we're ABOVE that! I create happiness, life I love that So haters, my dick, SUCK that My shirt, lemme TUCK that It's time bounce the fuck back I think I just heard a duck quack I think I just heard a duck quack It's time to bounce the fuck back It's time to blast up outta this quicksand Lemme put on my mud flaps

I'm an adult now Well this is shitty I miss runnin round the house with Mr. Mouse and Mrs. Kitty Playin with Hot Wheels cars and Dragonball z toys I miss bein a free boy Everybody wishes they could be a child again Because if they could, they could smile again With no strings attached And no stings or zaps From our ego And as time goes on, where will we go as a people? God ain't comin, thank god for that I lost my youth and I want it back If I could just locate that fountain, man If I could just be free like a mountain man If I could just live in that old house again With Mr. Mouse and friends God damn, I can feel it like it's happenin now It is, isn't it? I'm a kid again Expressin myself, not carin who's listenin 'Cause when you're a kid, you got permission to be innocent And when you grow a bit, they force you to sit and spin But not me, dude I'm forever in preschool

I'm gonna ride my bike on a chem trail Fresh manicure, look at them nails I'm chowin kale while you gobble entrails Duality's fake, I flip a coin and get heads and tails Transparency, caught-on-cam fails Haters blow me constantly, my hate mail's fan mail Surf the crowd while their hands flail Stackin thousands in PayPal I'm here to stay, 'til my ashes spread My darkest secrets seen the light a day, just ask the feds There ain't a file that could compromise me So fuck you to any slave driver who wants to buy me In this circus, I'm always on time to be untimely At the front of the line with judgemental clowns behind me I got dibs though, I'm not disco And I'm not just leavin my heart in San Francisco I'm spreadin this soul globally My source energy, just like my spit, flows openly I came here to transcend it all, bend the walls I'mma cause all of them to fall The wreckin' ball

Here be Aquarius Appearin' nefarious Sincerely just really just changin' the way that the globe spins Long as the sun's glowin' I am Atlas, behold balance, carry the world on its axis Behold the seasons of change Snapshots of dead leaves, yet you see me as strange Nerds rule the world We put power in dollars, words, jewels and pearls The beauty in the eye of the beholders Flames of fury in the eye of the lion Radiate through my spine made of iron I soar through infinity A sight for an eye sore, I'm more than divinity I AM the future, join me or get outta my way The future's androgynous, the future is grey The balance of black and white under bluer skies The absence of fear of the question "Who am I?" Live is my answer to "Do or die?" I am the antithesis to suicide I embody everything that brews inside I believe I can fly 'Cause a couple brothers did and invented the biplane I don't just see with my eyes Pineal gland decalcified, my third eye trained On the prize with no cash price Freedom, the milk drawn out by the proverbial galactite Glimpse in the dark, climb out ya box, it ain't packed right Ain't tryna settle for the glow of a black light The sun's out, gotta run, gotta gun down Some challenges, time for some travelin No dumb down, time for fun, gotta jump now Have a gatherin, after it, maybe play me some backgammon The sun's down, time to bunk the clock's unwound 'Cause time is somethin I'm imaginin I clock out, The Sand Man stands as Kung Pao Rejuvenate as my hourglass fill with sand again And I be who I am, my friend And I do what I wanna do And it goes on and on with the ampersands Even beyond buildin Xanadu And I be who I am, my friend And I do what I wanna do And it goes on and on with the ampersands Even beyond buildin Xanadu

I can see you in the distance Opaque Everything is not okay I look at the price we all have paid And maybe there was time for us But it's gone now No time for judgin right and wrong now I'm gettin on that plane Headed toward LA This city's just a scab And I lost everything I ever had Ya know, it's funny I barely ever was present in any of my class semesters And yet I'm changin the world playin Steve Jobs like Michael Fassbender I look back at this mess and I don't have regrets 'cause Strength, wisdom and discipline's what my past rendered Even though many of you will view me like a smashed fender Love to all my old fam, friends, and band members But my name is not Sidney, it's Glyphick The Transcender And no I'm not religious, and yes I'm transgender There it is, no half measures, a full dose of me The same dude who made a mixtape about groceries And to anybody who was ever close to me The question's who you really are, not who you're supposed to be...

The tide is turnin Ocean mist, sands of time So many are drownin Water ripples, hear the cries The future isn't in a book The future is afoot Come to shore and take a look Don't bite the bait upon the hook Someday We will all be free It's up to you, it's up to me 'Cause they don't hear our screams Why should they anyway? We're the ones who bring a brand new day